looking for an opening through which i can leave here,
i stumble and i fall though a trap,
thinking that i could outrun fate i grope in the darkness,
all the while losing all possibility of escape.
this place we have built for ourselves enshrines us,
keeps our desires locked away from their source,
through etiquette and through a Christian communion of lashings,
and we thought we were going forward...
as i advance in this conundrum i beget insane ramblings of yesterday,
they accumulate and haunt me when i try to be still,
i know no peace inside my mind,
and outside is chaos as well.
i try to keep a steady gaze to the horizon,
and i scribble notes of happy thoughts when they pop into my mind,
i struggle within the inner space,
in order to move towards the outer realm where we will meet.
somewhere you are just as me,
looking for an exit and finding that the more doors you open,
the deeper in the labyrinth you go,
the more difficult it will be to find you...
stay where i can reach you,
so that we may both venture into the night,
when you'll be watching forward with your preternatural foresight,
as i cover and conjure the light that will drive us.
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